I heard someone say today, that they don’t explain how they truly feel when asked, because of how uncomfortable it makes others to hear the answer. That hit home for me. If I were to tell someone all of the scary, traumatic, depressing things that have been going through my head, they would probably need… Continue reading Always OK
Category: Healing
Happy Birthday
Today is my twin boys' 6th birthday. For most parents, this is a joyous occasion, filled with presents, birthday cake, smiles and laughter. But for me, Today is filled with all of that and more. Today will also be filled with grief, longing, and sadness over missing the son that should be here celebrating with… Continue reading Happy Birthday
2,185 Days
It has been 2,185 days since we first saw Joey's beautiful face. 2,185 days since we heard the tiny squeak of his first breath. 2,185 days since the nurse tearfully told us that she was not able to intubate him. It has been 2,185 days since we watched Jack be rushed to the NICU within… Continue reading 2,185 Days
It’s About Time 