In two days it will be the eighth anniversary of my sons death. It will also be my sons 8th birthday. A day filled with joy and pain. A day that he and I find comfort with each other as we talk about how much we both miss him. A day we will celebrate. We… Continue reading The Pain of an Anniversary
Today is my twin boys' 6th birthday. For most parents, this is a joyous occasion, filled with presents, birthday cake, smiles and laughter. But for me, Today is filled with all of that and more. Today will also be filled with grief, longing, and sadness over missing the son that should be here celebrating with… Continue reading Happy Birthday
It has been 2,185 days since we first saw Joey's beautiful face. 2,185 days since we heard the tiny squeak of his first breath. 2,185 days since the nurse tearfully told us that she was not able to intubate him. It has been 2,185 days since we watched Jack be rushed to the NICU within… Continue reading 2,185 Days
A letter to my son in Heaven.
I know right now, you feel so alone. It feels like your world is crumbling down around you, and no one understands the crippling pain stabbing through your heart. The tears come easily at the thought of your baby’s perfect face, and right now, you wouldn’t have it any other way. Because you can’t imagine… Continue reading To the Grieving Momma